Hey everybody.....

    Well it has been a little while since I last updated, but not too much has happened since I last updated though. My trip to Ohio was kickin'..... Carla's son is absolutely adorable.... too bad he's just a little bit older than I, that and I'm already hooked up with Joe. Not like thats a bad thing of course. Other than that not much has happened thats exciting at all in my life.... thats so pathetic!!!!

    I have worked since Sunday without a day off.... and every single day I have opened too. But I have tomorrow off, so I don't know what I'll get into then but I'm sure I'll find something. Then I close with "aunt Carla" on Friday.... I'm off Saturday, then I work 10-5 Sunday.... open Monday and close Tuesday night. Yeah, it sure does seem like I work an awful lot more than most of the other employees there but even though it really tires me out and it really sucks having no time to myself, it indeed does have its benefits. On Tuesday though we get to dress up for Halloween and me and Carla both are going as devils. She has to do inventory on Tuesday which shall be interesting.

    Well, I'm pretty tired and not exactly feeling too good so I think I'm going to go lie down for awhile.... maybe talk to Carla a little later since I don't work tomorrow and neither does she and see if she wants to get into anything at all.

~!~ Jillian ~!~

Woah I made it and lived to tell about it..

Well I must say that my time campin' with "Aunt Carla and Uncle John" was the shit!!! Campin' is actually more fun than I thought it would be..... the whole drinking process was the best part as yours truly predicted...... Carla is about the most awesome person to get drunk with. And both her and I were pretty far gone...... however John was drunk but was more coherent than the two of us put together.... apparently it takes a lot to get him totally wasted. Anyways I adore and absolutely love swimmin' in the river..... that is like the most funnest thing that we did..... that and make smores lol.

We all went fishin' and Miss Carla was too drunk to fish, it was extremely hilarious and painful to watch (painful because we were laughing so hard at her that it made mine and John's stomach just ache from laughing so long and so hard.) However I caught a fish and was extremely excited..... I was jumping up and down screaming "I caught a fish oh my God I caught a fish!!!" I was kind of drunk at this point in the afternoon/evening. Probably about the only thing I didn't really enjoy was sleeping on the ground that was cold and hard..... I also have mosquito bites too and that also sucks!! I think that this is something athat I may have to do a lot more often than just once a year or something..... and to be perfectly honest with you I was pretty much drunk ninety percent of the time and didn't once think about Steven, which was indeed a really good thing.

Well I am hungry and I just got back not too long ago so I'm going to go find me something to eat.... see ya later

~!~ Jillian ~!~

I'm going campin'..........

Yup, that's right in just a few short minutes I will be leaving to go campin' with my dear "aunt Carla" and her husband John, and I won't be back till like Wed. night..... that is unless I absolutely hate the idea of it...... the truth is I do, I'm not really an outdoors person but just for Carla who is dragging me along I thought I'd give it a go. I'm sorry but I don't see the fun in swimmin' in the river, sleepin' on the hard cold ground with bugs and God only knows what else, fishin', setting around the campfire, and all that other campin' stuff...... bout the only good thing I see fun in this trip is the cooler full of beer that she is bringing along with us.... YEAH BUDDY!!!!! Yeah I know I'm bad and I'm sure you people all thought I'd be the last person that would go and get so beyond wasted that it isn't even funny. But it happens so yeah. I just wish that Joe was here, and not in boot camp so he could tag along with us.... he doesn't come home till the first of October!! =(

I know its been awhile since I updated.... but like I said I am a busy person..... with work and all. What was totally awesome was like the 2 hours of overtime I had this week.... haha we aren't supposed to get overtime but there was nothing Carla could do about it, so I got to stay when I went into overtime tee hee hee!!! I think Steven's last day is today..... so I don't get to work with him on his last day cuz obviously I'm off..... which kind of makes me happy cuz I didn't think I was going to be this sad/emotional about the whole thing of him leaving. But I'm sure I'll forget all about that tonight for the simple fact that Bud will help me do that when I'm sitting around the campfire feeling so far gone.... probably if someone asked me about him at that point in time I'd be like "Steven who???" Well I must dash off for I have to leave very shortly.... I shall update when I get back and tell you all about it. Buh Bye!!!

~!~ Jillian ~!~

Well sweet Jesus I have finally decided to update again......

Its a miracle! I know that y'all are really wanting to hear about my oh so exciting life..... NOT. My life sucks these days.I open at work nearly everyday and it really sucks.... well sometimes it does.

Well first of all I do indeed have my very own car.... tho it is not the 2001 dodge stratus like I freakin' wanted.... it is however a 1997 Grand Am..... I like this one tho.... but the other car was so freakin' awesome.

Second, Steven and Brittany had their baby I think it was two weeks ago this Tuesday..... she is really cute, and her name is Olivia Denise Wehler.... wow what a mouthful. Also as of today Steven has put in his 2 weeks notice and will no longer be working at Arbys, instead he will be an assistant manager at Burger King.... this makes me both happy and sad all at the same time!

I also have a boyfriend.... we started going out not too long ago.... met him from someone that I work with (yeah you think I would have learned my lesson huh?) but Joe is really sweet.... just wish he was here right now and not at Boot Camp training to be a freakin' soldier so he can go to Iraq and risk his life.

I don't think that I've seen a single one of my friends all summer long and this is the part where working all summer long sucks.... I miss everyone and just wish I had the time to get together with some of y'all..... but it seems when I 'm not at work then I'm either catching up on some much needed sleep or running errands that I don't have time to run when I'm working. I am not so sure if this whole job thing is all its cracked up to be... all well I might as well get used to it cuz its what I'll be doing most of my life! Well I mean I won't be working there all my life... well you all know what I mean.

Well I'm tired and I have to open tomorrow morning so I'm going to turn in for the night!!!

~!~ Jillian ~!~

It's been a looooooooooong time.....

Hey Everyone,

Well yeah its been almost two months since my last update. Not much has happened.... other than I graduated,having deep regrets about letting Steven slip through the cracks, went to Steven's baby shower, accidently locked my mom's car and rolled up all windows and my poor puppy... Gracie died, Carla got me a new puppy... her name is Mable, blew up the engine in my mom's car, stayed 72 hours at Carla's house, and hopefully by next Friday or Saturday will have my graduation presents from my parents.... a 2001 Dodge Stratus.... yes it will be MY CAR!!!!! Okay so maybe a lot has happened since I last updated. Here goes.....

I graduated from high school, it was a very bittersweet time for me, yes I was extremely excited to get done with school... but it was sad cause I know I won't see some of my friends and other people anymore.... they'll go off and I may not see them for years or even at all.  I also miss some of my teachers, though most of them know I work at Arbys so I'll see them there.... but its not the same.

I am beginning to miss Steven something awful.... I almost feel responsible for our breakup... perhaps if our relationship wasn't just about sex, well we might still be together... I don't know this for sure but I have some serious regrets right now. I went to his baby shower only because Carla did decide to go and I was there for her moral support seeing as how she just had two miscarriages not too long ago after trying to have a baby herself. I have to admit her nor I was having much fun at all.... though for two seperate reasons.

Ah yes, I'm sure that if any of my wonderful friends read the paper that they've seen my name in there for cruelty to animals.... yes that's right I took Gracie on a car ride with me one morning got her a glass of water at Arbys and me a mocha chill and then I thought I left the back windows of my mom's car down and  I didn't.... I locked the doors cuz I was scared that someone may take her.... I was in and out in 10 minutes when I realized I had lost my keys.... I was on the phone with my mom for over an hour trying to find someone home to bring me her set of keys and no one was home.... she called the sherriff's office  and they said they were not allowed to break my window and then she called the counties and they supposedly didn't have the tools to break my window. Well someone from walmart had called the counties on me and to make a long story short Gracie did die and I was charged with cruelty to animals..... went to the magistrate's office and the stupid bitch gave me a 458 dollar fine to be paid by December 4th. Carla and everyone else told me it was an honest accident and it could have happened to anyone... though I still feel bad. However, Carla got me a new puppy and her name is Mable.... she's growing on me guys really!!

Oh yeah, I blew up the engine in my mom's car... this is yet another long story, but they were in amish country for the weekend my car overheated and somehow the engine died.... thus therefore I had no way to work to open thus Carla proposed the idea that I spend the next 72 hours with her so that I could in fact open cuz she opened the same days I did.... really folks it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I thought by the time I got home I would be psychotic.... but her and her husband John are some totally awesome people.

And last but not least my parents are getting me a car(at least this is what they said anyways) and its a 2001 Dodge Stratus.... which is like totally flippin' cool! And I'm out everyone!!!

~!~ Jillian ~!~